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by tonights happenings. I daren’t sleep because I’m worried she’ll start up again. Spent so many hours talking to her, trying to get her to see things she actually can’t.
More annoyed at myself for being so ignorant and that it’s taken me to the point of what happened tonight to see how much she’s hurting.
I don’t know what to do or how to change her mind and that’s the most upsetting part, what if I can’t? What if I’m asleep whilst she’s in tonights mode?
I honestly need sleep so I can be mentally stable just in case, but I can’t seem to let myself. :(!

Hey, my little angel! I miss you all the time, you know that? I just want to spend this wonderful day with you, making you smile. Your beautiful smile, that makes my life happiest. You’re more than an idol, you’re an inspiration, you’re my guardian angel, you’re my role model, and I love you. I love you more than I should, and this hurts sometimes, or should I say, all the time? I don’t want to feel pain, I want to feel you here, being this amazing woman that you are, I want to hug you and wish you all the good things that exist in this mad world. I wish you were here, but no, you’re not here… and I have no idea where you are now, but I hope that you’re happy, I hope that all the pain that you felt has passed. Because, if you are happy, I am happy. Happy Birthday, Norma Jeane Morteson.
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